Thursday, September 13, 2007

yes i know... i had a major lack of updates lately...

well the excuse the same old "no time!"... and really! its true..

Lately.. loads happened... for a starters.. i recovered from a bad stomach flu which caused me 3 days mc plus a miss out on my biz fin test... next i had my sis law moving in to sg for gd... the best part were the two boys.. i've grown close enough to love them to bits!! they were staying with us for a while... but now they are moving to their own place.. blahz! oh well... atleast they'll come every now and then... b4 i know it.. i'll be having kuttys of my OWN! which frankly speaking, I am so looking forward to... ya i know.. sounds a little old school and typical... but really my mind set has changed... don't ask me to explain hows and whys...... its just like THAT!.. ya..

School.. my BF lecturer openly expressed his disappointment in my absense of test... 10 of them had ful marks... 16 of them had 1 mark less than a full mark.... like what a waste right?
the prjs SBnA is handlable.. i got a capable group.. my CA is a killer... which i wish i nvr had to take... test or prj they both kill! no buffers! the submission is this sat... and the relevant topics havent been completed... and plus.. a loadful of ambiguitites in the questions.. urgh! someone summon a miracle for this one please!!

Work... my poor CLSF teamates of the AP department have been moved ( or should i say stuffed!) into a kutty meeting room which 3 of us share (1 more is supposed to join us anytime soon and then there will be 4 of us)... every goon who knows us and happen to walk pass our room and go all so wow for having our own room with privacy... and that its cozy and all bla bla bla.. really thats all there is to the positive side of moving in ... everything else about it is simply inconvinient! the topper of it all is the LACK of SPACE!! but since cozy appeals to me alot, i'm getting rather fond of it...

Home... has been generally good... me husby and i have been sand papering each other's patience a little.. but well.. i guess its the rise of activity level at home... maybe it me.. maybe its him... a tinge of worry at the corner of my heart but it all get buffered by the all so warmly warm hugsies we share at the end of it all.. but still worried.. blahz! i get the feeling that its nothing actually... but still worried.. haiya! LOLz!

i miss my mother in law for some strange reason... we haven't been having our "quality" time together lately... yapz! she's the next best mom after my own... ya.. i love her...

My husby's grandma is here too! really she's sweet... more cute than sweet... most of the times she makes up for all that i lost out as a granddaughter lately... haiz... people will always be... hm.. people. i don't wish to brood over it too much because if one opens his/her eyes wide enough... you can see that god has been kind enough to make up for what you lost... e.g you loose your besty... somehow u get a new found friend... maybe a better one! friendship and love nvr ends... its the outlets and the inlets that may need occasional changes and repairs like normal pipes.

My sister in law is a gem... and i love her. nuff said! :D

School... is like booooo! cos i have been super duper slackening.. both my CA(corporate accounting) and BF(Business Finance) is getting rather alien mode now... especially CA.. you know the... "i attend the class i totally understand but the next time i see the notes i go what the hell is this?!" kind of feeling.. ya... to top it off... my exams are coming in like a mth and a half... and my current status is not CMI ... its CMIAA!!!! iooo... *drops dead*. I only got two papers this sem... buuuuuuuuuuuuuttt... both are very heavy ones... as good as having 3... *meena, either start studying or praying... or both!*

as for myself... I getting this feeling that i am drifting... not deliberately for sure... I something tells me that i'm also rotting in my behaviour lately (predominantly due to tiffs between me and achbee lately.) My drive to study has also dispated.... i'm not sure if its cos i 've become lazier... or because it am way too used to this life that i start to slack...or is it that ... I AM GROWING OLD??!! therefore tired and all... haiz... i lost my mojo to work my butts off... Where was that "umph!" ? Maybe i can find it again ... thru the older posts... my husby? my sis in law... she's super hardworking... maybe i should just schedule the revision TT and get on with it... at least start by studying for the sake of completing your agenda for the day ... I really need to work it!

that's all for now guys... my lunchtime has flown... shall post sth more concrete. later.. yap!

till then .. adioz!

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