Thursday, September 20, 2007

finally received my deserved slumber..
Felt like eons ago..
when i slept knowing tmr is gg to be just fine..

It feel stronger at heart..
for anger resides within..
My body feels weak..
yet the image of your hostile face..
drove me to work..

disappointed...
i am.. cos of how u've been judging me..
and acting like everything was fine with me..
when you had to tolerate..
everytime you felt that i was trying to b better than you..
when i was just trying to better myself..
for you..

i don't expect equality..
i only beg to differ..
i don't expect you to give credit for everything i say..
but all i want is to tell you my piece..

its always the perception that comes between us..
yet you shut it within
& only showed the perfections..
only to blind this fool...
and shock her the last minute..

I was selfish to you when i was there for you..
Now i plan to take that as an advice..
And i shall do so..

Until yesterday..
I was all about you..
but today.. u are part of me..
the rest.. is going to be just me..
Cos i have come to know ..
what i deserve and what i don't

I may sound unfair..
but life hasn't been that fair to me either..
notice that i'm still not blaming you..
thats cos u may think that i'm weak..
but its the strength thats keeping me sane..

Problems are problems when they don't have a solution..
If it's something that is gg to recur..
am i expected to make do..
mind you.. here i won't blame fate..
for i have a choice..

Think hard.. think fast..
b4 you loose me..
either by heart, soul, or mind...
you choose..

You have tainted my soul

way too deep..

i'm still not blaming you..

I only blame your ignorance..

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It's My say

Henceforth, i make a promise..

To respect myself
To know my worth
To treasure my integrity
To choose my faith
To never be deterred by emotions
To never stumble in the name of love
To never question hardship
To never ever entrust my heart
Upon one who knows not it's worth

The One & ONLI

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