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Monday, June 04, 2007

It's been long i know... Didn't have much to write... even if i did.. I'll bore ya to death.. basically so far it was work; MRT; husby; family; food; sleep; etc... there was an event or two... but really not meant to be written here... rather at heart... besides this is not my journal.. its something else... i have no idea wat to call it... i think i mentioned it the realm of thoughts somewhere in this page... oh well maybe i wavered here and there... but not a journal for sure.. that's all i know.

So why am i finally hitting the keys for this now? Well... me last post was about my co. law paper... ... though the past 1.5 months have served as a very good break from the "on ya toes all day" life... especially keeping up to school that makes you feel like an amateur marathon runner ... i actually had the time to indulge in fun; joy and tears... a good way to run away from the thought of my results... but with a smirk on the face it was lurking ard me where ever i went... basically, had it the last laff cos no matter wat, i am gg to face it some day... and that day is coming in two days..

My thought: to hide till no one bothers to know ... take a peek... then decide wat to do... either run and hide for eternity or pray for a time stand still ... i don't know... i cant seem to imagine anything positive at this point in time...

Irony: I know damn well i worked hard (maybe not enough) ... but i also know i screwed up more than i can afford to bear...

Feelings: Scared and ashamed of being scared but scared wins

Keerthu was damn scared of her results... she thought she might flunk a paper or two.. and score colourfully in the others...
Turned out that neither did she fail any nor did she score in any..

So wats in store for me? ( i dare not say " we shall wait and see...")

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It's My say


Henceforth, i make a promise..

To respect myself
To know my worth
To treasure my integrity
To choose my faith
To never be deterred by emotions
To never stumble in the name of love
To never question hardship
To never ever entrust my heart
Upon one who knows not it's worth



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