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Tuesday, April 17, 2007

yesterdAY... haiz... it was a v wierd day... i was almost convinced that it wasnt for real... felt like a dream.. then again i was quite sure that it wasnt one cos i had absolute control over my thoughts and deeds.... usually in dreams... u think and do wat u are supposed to do according to the dream... haha! i hope that made sense...

I was dazed... walking zombie... i was desperate that i even bought e Vits from GNC... i was worried of how my revision was going to turn out at that state... i popped in the vits and it didnt make any dif... i even think that it got worst... i was so not down on earth that i starting conversing with myself... trying to find out if the day i lived was for real...

eventually i deperately hit the books as soon as i reached .... dream or not... i must get that done for the day...just in case if it wasnt a dream lolz!and slowly y mind shifted back to reality as i flipped the pages and forgot about the whole ordeal... i was amused with my amazing concentration level and the amount i covered in that study time.. i finished early.. i was very thelivufied! it all felt perfect... real and perfect! haha... and i retired to sleep...

Then i realised... that the whole day i felt dazed due to my sleeping pattern for the past three days... it was usually falling in and out of sleep with a dozen and dreams and only sleeping all the way aft hours .... leading to oni a few hours of proper sleep... why do such things happen? well.. for me it was cos my mind was disturbed by the fact that i didnt spend time revising as much as i should have... the day didnt feel complete......

Then today... my MIL was relaying a ten minute incident to me for the past 45 mins...

Dont worry mine's a short one..

well she had some chest ... hm...wats that word? not pain... rather strains... pulls...
and had difficulty breathing... (mind you... she had some payasam from the temple and she ate some kesari w/o our knowing at home plus coconut chutney that morning) she apparently had this attack at ard 11 plus... me husby and i were alseep... they were calling out for us it seems... our door was closed with ac... and we both we dead beat tired... we immidiately fell asleep... It seems the maid came up and tried to call out our names... oh please... cant she bang the bloody door! want to no wat a reason she gave for that? "illeh athellah yeppadi... neengellah chinna sirusingeh... innerem yellah kathaveh thatteh koodaathuleh!"

My thought: Pull her hair and wind it around my fist and swing her ard like how mom used to do to jacky... like a barbie doll! DAMN U! is our privacy so important ? At the price of my MIL's health! wats wrong with ya priorities! or were silently wishing for sth else... i doubt u me dear... u're sly... i dont trust!

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