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Thursday, January 11, 2007

i was disturb... very disturbed.. but not now...i get to stumble over 'objects' of the past every now and then... actually a wee bit too often for me... one man's blessing cld be another man's curse... what i mean... most people will enjoy a chance of such... i dont.. not that i hate my past... as i have mentioned before... its not fantastic either... but well... the meena here and now is the sum of the equation called past... so no regrets...
It was today that i realised the importance of not allowing yourself to bottle up emotions within... trust me... emotions are there cos they are supposed to... where there's an input... there's has to be an output... if not there isn't a pt in the input... emotions... when we feel them... we have to express it... most importantly to ourselves.. sounds dumb... you can't possibly be yelling at yourself or something to that extent... what i was refering to is the ability to recognise and accept the way you feel.. ask yourself wat is the origin... have a silent conversation with your conscience... be your own friend... Not finding such moments and being complacent that it will disappear over time will only lead to a unmanagable outburst...
yes i know... who the hell will think of doing all these in the midst of rushing for time within a 24 hr day... yes yes... life is always being on the run... however i find it important to once in a while.. slow down.. allow yourself the luxury to feel the immense thoughts and feelings within as it is... shed one good tear for grief; a hearty grunt for regret or a slight smile for contentment (discreet actions advisable when in the public) ... then slow down further.. and take a look ard... appreciate it... and appreciate wats with and within u... allowing myself to do that... gave me a chance to see myself... in my most vulnerable situation... which so happened to make me a stronger person...
A chance for my thoughts and emotions to linger within brought upon a feather weight heart.. and a conscience clearer than a glass... that moment even the lightest of breeze felt like a tender embrace... which told me of all the blessings that await me... There upon i march on.. for i know now.. that grief will nvr engluf me...

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It's My say


Henceforth, i make a promise..

To respect myself
To know my worth
To treasure my integrity
To choose my faith
To never be deterred by emotions
To never stumble in the name of love
To never question hardship
To never ever entrust my heart
Upon one who knows not it's worth



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