Sunday, November 11, 2007

no,

the saga has not ended...

this end,

is just the beginning ...

friends and frienemies,

we shall meet where it begins...

i blogged @
2:32 PM

its sad ... i am so gg to miss u... aft all the the ups and downs we've been thru this one yr...
You been there for me... and i always turned to you..
i wished for you to hold a long long history of me.. yet all u can be is a sad part of my past...
U r my turning pt.. a pt i dont have e heart to leave... but i have to go... i really have to...
cos how it all started between us .. is wrong.. and what is all between us doesnt seem right to me anymore.. i dont have anything for u anymore.. there is nothing left in you for me to turn to... farewell me dear ... me love.. me blog... i hope u rot... beyond recognition someday... so that i dont tear at my painful past that u reflect...

i blogged @
2:18 PM

Friday, November 09, 2007

ah.. a change i am proud of..

for those who cant notice.. you can "where's wally "it!

i blogged @
10:29 AM

I'm a MESS

I'm A meSS

i'M a m3ss

just look at you!! you r a living failure!!!

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I HATE!!!!!

i blogged @
10:08 AM

i have no mood to blog...

I plan to make changes to this blog..

In view of the recent and upcoming alters in my life..

Changes.. will b made and known to those who need to no.

Yes my exams are o'er. It was OK.

i'm stoned.

i hate.

tsk.

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i blogged @
10:05 AM

Thursday, November 01, 2007

nothing beats eating a piece of black forest cake to supress the hunger pang at 4.55 am while waiting for dan and young's slot on 987fm to start... humphz.... bliss bliss....

P.S. i'm supposed to be mugging for my biz fin now... haha! :p

yaya! i will study! i will get down to it as soon as i publish this post...

i blogged @
5:04 AM

Friday, October 26, 2007

Sorry for the inactivity...

Ya.. i have an excuse...

A good one..

Really!!

hm... why dont believe me one!!!

haiya... I'm studying !!

CAN?!

i blogged @
12:24 PM

Thursday, October 18, 2007

I feel even lousier...

Thanks to you!

I understad you have changed...

so have I!

I am not the weakling you used to know ..

I know wer i stand now.. to you and to the world out there...

Period.

Labels: the heart

i blogged @
8:42 AM

Wednesday, October 17, 2007

i feel very lousy..

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Like just never good enough...
A step lousier compared to any particular person for that mattter..
Be it my work , my studies, my life, they way i handle things, the way i talk, the way i look, EVERYTHING...

I admit.. this is not my best..
but hell.. i am tired.. phsically, mentally, emotionally..

I take the extra step to keep myself on track with work and school..
frankly speaking.. i can't remember a single thing i studied.. why the hell did i stay up for?
As for work.. I am damn well making an improvement .. but it is not good enough..
Am i not human.. I make mistakes! but jolly well learn..

i have a lead.. who does not practice wat she expects out of me herself...
and is totally inconsistent with the way she manages me..
Hell.. i am better than her when she did this work..
I dont see any point in OTing at all.. why should i?
when i say OT ... its wat they want.. till like 10 11 at night!
that ridiculous... I am underpaid.. i see no reason to work my butt out for this..
For the same effort i can earn loads! i dont plan to be a fool..

Yes yes.. i had an episode with the lead today..
and she has summoned for my big boss to come down and "talk" to me..
what can they do? fry me? bloody hell.. i am leaving.. for a better pay.. and the same work load... maybe even less.. they can find some other well-pitied-by-me ilichavaayan/vaayi whom they deem as better off than me.
Period.

Nah... this doesnt boost me a single bit... i still feel lousy..
Bhaz! i need sth to make me feel good abt myself ...
no no... spending on myself wont work...

Ok maybe i should continue to try my best..
I was promised better times... by myself haha! i think it'll take time eh?

What's joy without the struggle? Ok ok.. i'll try harder...
I'm going to super concentrate today and study super long!
I must must must... SCORE!! to hell with the job.. but i must SCORE!

Yes.. my priority is studies...

i blogged @
4:46 PM

Tuesday, October 16, 2007

I might not be blogging for awhile for the below mentioned reasons... plus a couple of other unmentioned reasons...

1) my exams are nearing... so i need to stop blogging at work.. so that i finish work on time to run home early and get more time to study

2) as anyone who reads this can notice.. my life is not at its best at the moment.. i am rather sick and tired of filling my blog with sad entries to makes no sense to a certain significant people... enough of wasting my time... the next time.. i intend to post a happified one.. and tt might take sometime

3) I am simply lazy.. so u mind?

Bhazzz!! ZzzZzz...

i blogged @
9:09 AM

I know the lord is there..
I swear! he's really there for me..

I'm loving him...

i blogged @
9:01 AM

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